Pregnancy diet

Omg I felt so guilty to myself since I eat junk food today.
Lately I admit that I eat for the sake of hungry.
I never thought about my little caliph. T_T
Sometimes, when I came back from class I just want to rest without thinking about cooking.
That is worse because I tend to eat unhealthy and unbalance food.
Aaaaaa..I am so sad. I promise to myself and my baby that I will eat right food from now and through my life,inshaAllah.
This precious body is a gift from Allah. I should be grateful by taking care of it well, by eating healthy food.
From now, forget the past,start fresh and move on!! Hiyarghhhh!!!

It is ok or not

I have just meet up with my ObyGyn today.
Everything is normal except for the placenta’s site. Dr said it is low. Yet Dr can’t confirm the exact position unless I do Doppler’s test.
I just silent and try hold my tears from bursting out.
I know the outcome. I learn about it.
Once I went out of clinic, my tears bursting out non-stop. I can’t hold my cry anymore.
It is hard to accept the reality but maybe my pregnant hormone make me feel too much worry. 😦

Baby’s name

My husband and I have been searching few names for our future baby. Yet we don’t decide the right one.

While I’m preferring one word only he want to add another names. Sometimes, we do argue on such thing. Haha..However after I trying to  persuade him many times, he finally agree to put only one word@name for our child’s name. Yeayy, mission accomplished!! ^_^

I have strong reasons why I choose only one name. The first, my husband’s name is 3 words like me too. I can’t imagine how long my child’s will be if we give him@her 2@3 names especially when we write with family name.

Second, I have complicate name. It really annoying me when people call or write my name in wrong spelling. Because of that, I promise to myself that I won’t give weird or hard-to-spell name to my future children.

Third, being in Egypt which most of them have one name only also a factor.

Fourth, the name that parents given to their children is such a duaa’ for children. Thus, by giving a name with good meaning play big influence in the children’s personality and life.

Finally, I believe that every parent want to choose the best for the children. So make sure we pick the right name for our children as a prayer for them. And for myself, I don’t want to reveal my babies-name-list yet until my little caliph is born. I can’t wait to see my baby. Really I miss my baby so much.

My life update

Assalamualaikum wbt.
It had been quite long time I didn’t post anything here. In fact my life is getting merrier with the presence of my little caliph.

Now I’m pregnant for 22weeks. Alhamdulillah, it is really wonderful amazing journey. The baby’s sex is not reveal yet. Seems the baby is so shy to show her dot dot. Haha. But now, my baby is kicking so actively especially during in the lecture, praying, and when I’m put on music. Alhamdulillah, I’m so blessed being pregnant. I can’t say it is easy, it’s not easy but I believe I can make it through,inshaAllah.

After having enjoyment during winter break,it’s time to focus to study back. But I still having jet lag and post-vacation syndrome. Pfffftt..I hope my body is going to be normal again.

By the way, I miss my husband a lots. Everyday we keep calling, messaging, skyping,vibering what else? We use all the modern technology to make ease for us connecting each other yet it is still not same. I miss his smell, hugs, kiss, jokes, laugh and everything about him. I really miss him. Being in distant relationship is tough but there must be sweetness there,right? So, as my husband said, just be patient. There’s must be reasons why Allah choose us to be in such condition. And I believe in Him.

Before I end my writing, I would like to share a quote: